Smoked choke unprovoked...


Inhale...
My lungs filled
All the stress, worries and fears
Taken in, keep it within
I... hold it...hold it...
Wide eyed, slanted... into slits
Nothing is clear, I'm so unaware
My soul no longer here
a foggy stare to what appears
So I, hold it...hold it...
Inhale...
Again...
chest getting tight
I don't care, overcapacity isn’t rare
I can take it all, in... *cough*
I need to hold it...hold it
Smoke filled eyes, blurred vision
Nothing seen
Beyond the smoke screen
Of worries, stress and fears
Substance unclear, invading my air
Must...hold it...hold it...
I...can’t...hold it...I must...
...Release
Stress evaporated
Worries dissolved
Fears blown
Eyes closed
Lungs deflate
Thoughts escape...
Exhale.

© Copyright 7th March 2012 Lola Adebayo. All Rights Reserved.



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